today.... i gonna let it out....EVERYTHING...because this is my true story....NO DREAM....!!!
CHAPTER 1: my bad attitude at primary school...(sekolah rendah..)
hi!!my name is Amir Arshad, and i'm 16 years old boy who had problems with my life....
i never really like 2 fight because i had got worse moment with it....cauze that time i'm just 8 years old boy who had 40 penalty at school because injured a student who r same age as me....this tragedy was happened when the boy is touching my things while i'm presenting my speech that time...he think that the attitude is funny.....BUT IT WAS NOT(4 ME).....i really piss off with it....suddenly....i with no sense off control...just throw a plastic chair right at the boy's body.....he was lying down...but no hurt much..cauze he injured at the hand only....that time i was shocked of what am i doing...then suddenly the teacher ask me to go to the discipline room 4 talk....and then, after the talk at discipline room....i got a 40 penalty points 4 doing that....because of my attitude...until that day...i never had an angry feelings.....BUT NO.....the angry feelings came back 2 me....and now i really mad with myself...
(4 the people who thinks this is like "ala.....biase jew kot...aku lagi teruk kena....x kisah pon..." ye....anda mmg btul!!! ttapi ini sekolah rendah dalam kenangan saya....so...mmg laen dari kenangan korang....
CHAPTER 2: My worse attitude at secondnary school...(sekolah menengah..)
hi!!my name is Amir Arshad, and i'm 16 years old boy who had problems with my life....
this year, i'm already 16.....but still worse boy in school.... even though i'm look like a kid who can be counting on some times....but not....i'm hopeless boy who r really not satisfied with myself.....AAAARRRRGGGGHHH.... from form 1 untill form 4 i'm getting worse and worserr.....
getting lazy and lazierr....i really don't know what is the problem with me...but i think maybe i,m not satisfied about something.....i still searching 4 it.......hhaaaiiiyaa.....i really have problem with my life....january and febuary...i'm anxious 4 doing homework..i really want 2 change that time...BUT.... when april-may...i'm getting lazy.....and then, jun and july...i started 2 sleeping in class...skipping class.....and do things la....(small discipline problem only...)but.....i always got lecture from my teacher....scold.... disappointed word.....and some other things......i always like 2 be friendly with all of them.....some boys...some girls...some adults...and some people....but my face sometimes tell them like...i'm kind....sweet...cute....clever boy....but not....i really like 2 do random things....i'm like a....human in disguise....or devil behind the mask....because...i,m always like sweet at the outside...moody at the inside....i don't no la...what 2 do...and actually i already wasted my life 4 many years....i realize it..but i don't do anything 4 it....."my god, show me ur way...give me ur hidayah...i know maybe i do something wrong and worse but please forgive me.....i'll try 2 change myself...but please help me 2 get through with it....." this is i can't tell so far.....i still have 2 type about myself...but don't have the guts 2 do it....maybe later on...i'll try the best 2 LET IT OUT EVERYTHING....!!!!!
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